Come Shop at the Otter Creek Kids' Consignment Sale!

I know I have been horrible about posting this month! So much to tell, too!

Peter and Lindsey's wedding was unbelievable! Yet another wonderful ZOE family moment. They had the wedding at Trentadue Winery. It was a picture perfect spot... just heart-breakingly beautiful-- and so was Lindsey. Sheryl sang "So are You to Me" as Lindsey came down the aisle--

As the music at the banquet
As the wine before the meal
As the firelight in the night
So are you to me

Everyone was in tears! What a blessed time!

Scott and I had so much fun touring around Sonoma and Napa Valley. Even though I am not a wine connoisseur, I now have an appreciation for it. Our favorite tour was at a family-run winery called Benziger Family Winery. We got to take a tractor tour out into the field of grapes, we learned about how it is made, and then we got to go into the caves to see how they store it.

OK-- so once we got back, I went into full-scale consignment mode! Our sale has DOUBLED in size this time! It is a terrific problem to have, but it has also kept me busy!

The sale is this weekend! If you are in and around the Nashville area, come shop and help us raise money for our church playground.

Visit the website for complete details. www.ottercreeksale.com

Luke has also started back to school! Unbelievable! He has his first soccer game this weekend, too! :)

I promise I'll do better posting starting next week! :)

From Haiti to Home

Yet another wonderful ZOE moment this past Thursday! Our wonderful executive director, whom many of your know, Eric Noah-Wilson and his wife Natalie returned from Haiti with their newly- adopted children, Patrick, Nadege, and Miklene.

This has been a long journey for them, and I know that they were so relieved to have them set foot on American soil at long-last.

God has been actively involved in the whole process, and they could tell you story after story of how He has worked.... but, just one from this final trip:
When they arrived at Embassy and needed to have the kids processed, the consular told them that they should leave and come back later because it took the computers a long time to process, etc. Eric and Natalie told them that that they were praying and believed in miracles, so they would just wait. The man shrugged his shoulders and left. Ten minutes later, the man returned bewildered, saying, “I cannot believe this, we have the results. We will have your visas ready in about thirty minutes.” Eric and Natalie told him, “God is in charge!” The consular then replied, “I wish He would show up more often.”

So, several of us from the ZOE family were over-joyed to be standing in the airport when the Noah-Wilsons arrived Thursday afternoon! It was just another example of God's faithfulness, and it was such a blessing to celebrate together.

Please keep Eric, Natalie, Nadege, Patrick, Miklene, Tristan, Lainey, and Elijah in your prayers as they adjust to their new life together.

Beneath the Cleansing Flood

Yet another glorious ZOE Family moment tonight! Karin's son, Jackson, was baptized!

It was a beautiful event-- Karin and Blake spoke, the other children read Bible verses. What an absolutely perfect way to celebrate the ultimate "birthday." All of ZOE was there to be witness to the important event. When we started, Jackson was such a baby! Now he has grown into such a terrific man of God, who has just begun his journey.

When I was baptized back in December 1983, it was quite a different situation. Our youth group had taken a long road trip from Mayfield, KY, to Jonesboro, Arkansas for a youth weekend-- I think it was called Uplift or something like that.... pretty new and progressive for the day--when churches were just starting to hire "youth ministers." Anyway, Jeff Walling was speaking-- (I still kid him about it to this day-- how funny that we ended up working together in ZOE these many years later)-- and this was back when he used to sing 100 verses of "Just As I Am" with short, moving dialougues between each stanza. Well, needless to say-- my best friend, Stacie, and I just couldn't resist after the 52nd verse. We both hit the aisle with at least 200 other deeply convicted pre-teens. It was a mass baptism that night-- one after another! I have a photo of it somewhere, but I sometimes regret that my parents only had a photo as evidence. They never once acted like they were disappointed that they weren't a part of it-- things were just different then, I suppose. I think I would be crushed if I missed Luke or Caroline's one day.

So, I tend to like the more planned, thought out baptisms of today. I think it is a blessing to everyone involved.

Thanks, Jackson, for letting us share such a special time with you and your family! God bless you and guide you always!

Blessings and Boot Camp

Monday night, we were blessed to celebrate another ZOE Family moment-- a baby blessing for Melissa and Baby Kyle who is due to arrive in August. Above are all of the ZOE Girls-- singers and/or wives of singers!

It was such a special time-- full of lots of laughter and tears! Everyone went around the room and shared special thoughts, prayers, memories, scriptures.... Sheryl, Karin, and I sang over Melissa. We knelt down around her and laid our hands on her along with the others gathered. We ended up choosing "He Will Rejoice Over You" based on Zephaniah 3, which seemed to be appropriate for the occasion:

The LORD your God is with you, He is mighty to save.
He will take great delight in you, He will quiet you with His love,
He will rejoice over you with singing.

We finished our 11th ZOE project last night!! This year's theme is Overflow and it is sort of a look back on the various themes and highlights of the last 10 conferences.

I think all of us really feel like there are some solid songs on this CD. I can't wait to hear the final mixes on them. We have an original song by Randy on this one that is powerful. We also scooped a song by a very popular Christian group-- thanks to Jason-- that is great! They haven't released it yet-- so our CD must come out after theirs-- which is funny, because it's not like we are really competition for them! :)

Next week is my last week of boot camp. It has been an AMAZING experience, and I am SO much stronger and fit as a result. I didn't really lose weight the first month-- I think it was more of putting on muscle and re-contouring everything. But, this month I have lost 6 or 7 pounds which is GREAT! :) I plan to keep it up by going at least 2-3 times a week from here on out. I am so addicted now!

Mid-Life Moment

At the tender age of 33, I think my dear husband is a tad young for his mid-life crisis, but-- he still ended up with a sports car!

It's not as exciting as it sounds... His 1994 Jeep was his reliable ride and would have remained so, but the mechanic told us over the weekend that it had some pretty serious issues that needed to be fixed to keep it safe and road-worthy. Conveniently?!-- one of Scott's best friends ended up with a Porsche to sell at the same time. In an odd turn of events-- his friend owns some real estate and the tenant got behind in his payments, so he gave him his car. He wanted the money over the car, so he gave Scott a good deal, and the rest is history.

Scott's not sure if he'll keep it, or just have fun with it for the summer. My sister and Scott's Dad are already lined up to buy it!

We had a great fourth! Hope you all did, too!

I'll post more photos soon. Already busy working on the sale.

Kids- Summer 2007

Here are some shots of the kids so far this summer! We are having such a great time watching Caroline grow and seeing how Luke is starting to interact with her even more. She still isn't talking-- just yesterday she started going around the house saying, "No! No!" Guess it's easy to see what she is picking up on from us!

We are having a great time going to the pool. We are fortunate to live two doors down from our neighborhood pool which makes it easy for me to haul the kids and gear back and forth. Luke is still not comfortable getting his hair, or really his face, wet. We went to a birthday/swim party Friday with some of his friends who are a little older, and I was amazed at how bold he suddenly became around water. He was having a grand time and didn't seem to care that his hair and face were getting wet! Funny how peer pressure works even at such a young age!

Studio Time Again

Zoe headed back to the studio last night to start work on our next conference CD. Things went really well, and we knocked out two songs: "Your Name" and "Where Joy and Sorrow Meet" -- this song will make you cry it's so beautiful and has such amazing lyrics! And it definitely will move you with Sheryl singing lead! For more photos: Recording 2007.

Found my camera that I thought I had left in Orlando! It was in the car but had fallen way down between the seats-- so here are a few more shots: Orlando.
The "ZOE Girls" in Orlando.

"Closer" in Orlando

Just got back from the Metro Church in Orlando (Oviedo), Florida. They have some amazing things happening there. They have taken an old grocery store space in a strip mall and have totally converted it into a beautiful, functional church space.

It was a great weekend with family. This is the biggest blessing of being in ZOE-- meeting so many brothers and sisters coast to coast and sharing the journey together. Thanks to Bret and the whole gang for making us feel so welcome! :)

I had totally forgotten that I had to share my testimony about the whole "bed rest/Caroline" experience. At the Nashville conference last October, Larry asked me to share right before the session that night! I had NO time to think or prepare, so I think it came out somewhat coherent! It was still fresh, so I did OK with it. Then in Fresno and in Lubbock-- each trip I wouldn't think about the fact that we were doing "Closer" again, and that I'd have to share! Same thing this trip! I think it had been a blessing NOT remembering-- if I had remembered, I would have analyzed and planned and would have probably come up with something close to a script of clever insights and moments. I don't think that would have been as authentic. Instead, I have just prayed that the Spirit would give me the words to say....

This weekend when Mike reminded me that I would be sharing again-- I told him that I always felt kinda strange telling my story when there were SO many others in the audience who had more traumatic, gripping stories than mine-- stories much more redemptive and compelling. He reminded me that the reason my story is relevant is because it is common and that's OK. Every story doesn't need to be heart-wrenching and of made-for-TV movie caliber in order to be applicable. The point of the sharing was to show that ALL of us find ourselves at points in life where we don't feel close to God-- in fact, we feel like we aren't sure where God is at all... So, if nothing else, I think I did qualify to speak to that!!

The second thing that we do best in ZOE is eat-- and we did plenty of that, too! They had a "bistro" set up right in the church which had a terrific menu! Yum! :)

On the way back, Jason, Brandon, and I continued a discussion we started on the plane ride back from Fresno. I love talking theology with those guys. Topics ranged from Constantine, Vatican City, gnosticism, resurrection, the second coming, etc. Interesting discussion!!!

We head to the studio in less than a week! Can't wait to begin our 11th conference CD. I think we have some good songs to introduce this time.... Clarissa and Randy have come up with some solid arrangements so far.

* I lost my camera on this trip somewhere between the church and the airport-- so, if it happens to get relocated, I'll post the rest of the photos! :)

Boot camp is going well! I am really loving the challenge!! I am already feeling stronger than I was before. Can't wait to see my body change over then next 7 weeks!

The Early Bird Gets the Boot Camp

Well-- I have finally done it!! I signed up for boot camp! We meet every morning at 5:45 to whip our bodies back into shape.

I have wanted to do this for a long time, and something inside finally made me seal the deal last week. They were having a "two for one" sign up special-- so, yes, I now have the privilege of boot camp, not just for one month, but two! Yippee! :)

Monday was our first day to report. I hadn't slept very well the night before, although I did get in bed by 9:30. Luke had gotten a two inch splinter in his toe somewhere around 8. Splinters are NOT my thing, so I made Scott use the tweezers! But, it was my job to hold him down and suffer through his agonizing cries and screams for 30 minutes while Scott tried to extract it. In the end, I think I cried just as much as Luke! It broke my heart to see him so upset-- knowing I couldn't help.

So, I was emotionally drained when I hit the pillow-- and worried, because we didn't get all of the splinter out! But, I knew 5 a.m. would come quickly. I was somewhat anxious, too, because I didn't really know what to expect, even though I knew both of the instructors pretty well-- they were my kick-boxing teachers.

The alarm went off-- I put on my shoes (I slept in my work out clothes to save time!) It was nice getting up and having a quiet house to myself. I ate half of a power bar, watched a little early morning news, then headed out.

I was shocked to arrive and see such a huge class-- I thought there might be a dozen or so brave souls who were willing to join our ranks-- nope, well over 30! I took a spot on the floor and began to size up the "competition". I didn't have to be the best in class, but I didn't want to be the worst! I knew I was in above average physical condition-- I work out every day and run at least 15 miles a week... but, I guess I still worried that there would be some task I couldn't do.

Drill sarge Lori announced it was testing day! It's funny how those old feelings of having to prove yourself emerge in situations like this... I haven't felt those feelings since I was in high school and college-- that "I have to do well and win" tingle in your stomach. It was nice having those old stirrings again.

We headed outside to the tennis courts to warm up with walking, jogging, running, stretching, etc. Then it was time for the VO2 test. We did the Multistage Fitness Test (Beep Test). I made it to level 8 shuttle 2. I am proud to say, after a little internet research-- my score was VO2 Max 40.23 mls/kg/min (± 0.3 mls/kg/min)-- which puts me in the "superior" category! YES! :)

Next we had a series of drills-- 2 minute push up drill= 18 standing (toes) and 26 knees; 2 minute sit up drill = 45; 1/2- mile sprint= 3:48 minutes.

I was pretty pleased and thought I did relatively well. I am still no expert at pacing myself, and I think my body was still in shock doing all this exercise before 7 a.m.!

Last night we had a ZOE rehearsal to run through potential songs for the next CD. ZOE veteran JV and my next door neighbor is back for this CD and I am SO thrilled. He is one of the most knowledgeable musicians I know! What a blessing to the group-- plus, he's just a great guy! Well, I was thrilled to learn that he was doing the boot camp, too-- so then I had a partner in misery! He did the camp last summer, so he's a veteran and can show me the ropes.

So, today was our first official boot camp day! It was a blast! We played "tag" did a million walking lunges, a sprint/jog relay, a pyramid drill, abs-- an awesome workout! I think I am addicted! It was fun hanging with JV, too.

I have no grand illusions of regaining my 20 year-old physique-- that ship has sailed! But, I just want to see how far I can push myself. It's nice to know that I am probably in better physical condition now than I was at 20-- even if the scale doesn't reflect that! :) I am thankful that I am blessed to have the time to pursue this goal-- Scott stays home with the kids until I return by 7:15 and he can leave for the Y himself. I think he's proud of my discipline and determination. He's always been an athlete and in incredible shape-- still is. He does triathlons. Amazing.

Anyway-- I am proud of me, too. I pray I can stick with it and not be too tired-- or sore-- to make it through the rest of my day with Luke and Caroline! I also can't wait to see where I'll be physically in 8 weeks!

The ZOE CD project is going to be so fun this year! Brandon is back and the whole veteran ZOE gang is singing! Such fun! We are always humbled at the task ahead, but what fun to listen to awesome praise and worship songs and sing with family-- knowing that God will somehow use your gifts to bless others. What a marvelous, mysterious plan He has for each of us!

My Life as a Stay-at-home Mom?!?

I received a chain email of sorts today discussing the merit and/or mystery of the "Stay-at-home Mom" phenomenon. The basic gist was "what does a SAHM actually do ALL day long?

Well-- I'll leave the possible debate that could develop as a result of that question to the rest of you out there, but, it did make me think about my life as a SAHM. I actually feel extremely blessed to be able to be home each day with Luke and Caroline. I know it's hard for Scott to leave for work some mornings because he knows his time with them is basically limited to dinnertime, bedtime, and the weekends.

As far as the work load of a SAHM... I can't complain. Sure it's a job as much as anyone else on a payroll-- that can't be disputed. We've all seen the "what it would cost" list that circulates about what a SAHM "salary" would be if she were to be paid for her efforts. Below is what my salary would supposedly be as quoted by salary.com-- for all my fellow SAHMs, you can create your own check there, too.



So, I will grant that the figure appears to be a tad exaggerated! Regardless, to me, it is the most important job on earth. I'd do it for free... wait-- I already do! :)

When I first left the world of teaching to pursue motherhood, it was a hard adjustment-- especially when August rolled around and everyone was heading back to school except me! I was used to having my identity as "Mrs. Westerman- English and Bible teacher" and of being needed and loved by so many students whom I cared about so deeply. I definitely had a few weeks where I struggled to rediscover myself apart from my 8-year teaching career.

Then came motherhood-- another totally life-altering identity adjustment! This time your identity isn't lost as much as it is forever replaced. It hits you that for the rest of your life you will now answer to "Mom." It's a real shift in perspective on many, many levels.

I still struggle with identity issues, and I now accept the realization that I always will-- and always have. As the kids grow and mature, I must continue to re-evaluate who I have become at each new stage. I must consider the new, unfamiliar point on the parent path where I find myself. I am just now realizing that this is life itself: constantly adjusting, adapting, changing, and learning from the immediate present you find yourself in at any given moment.

My own mom stayed at home with us... I know I benefited from that, and I'm sure my desire to become a SAHM grew out of my personal experience with her. Most of the girls I know (and have known since high school and college) are SAHMs now. I have a few friends who work and raise children-- they are busy! I honestly can't imagine trying to do both.... I know they must have moments when they wish they were at home, too.

I have moments, too, sometimes-- not so much dreaming of being back in the working world, but of remembering my "pre-kids" life and the luxury of TIME that I enjoyed-- the days when I alone dictated my schedule, my actions, and my "to do" list! I also miss the days when Scott and I only had each other to focus all our attention, love, energy and emotion upon-- although we did have 12 glorious years of that before Luke arrived....

Of course, I'd NEVER trade our present life to return to the pre-kid past. Luke and Caroline are absolute miracles. I am still amazed when I gaze into their eyes and glimpse their unique minds at work. I cherish conversations with Luke about what a particular street sign says and why. I love listening to Caroline babble and formulate her first words-- ma ma, bubble, yummy, no, bye. I am blessed to be there for all those day-to-day, trivial and monumental moments that they will look back upon one day and call their childhood. I hope I contribute to making it a special, sacred, happy time for them.

She (Eve) taught me to fear the serpent
I’m learning to fear myself
And all of the things I am capable of
In my search for wisdom, acceptance and wealth

Remind me of this with every decision
Generations will reap what I sow
I can pass on a curse or a blessing
To those I will never know

-- lyrics from Generations by Sara Groves

Hi, Again from Nashvegas! :)

Well-- I was finally shamed into returning to the world of blogging by two fellow bloggers! (Thanks, Christy & Phil!)

I have NO idea why I haven't made time to put down my thoughts! SO much has happened and SO much to tell.... It will be a task to catch up!

Our trip to Disney at the end of April went very well! We only spent 2 days at the parks-- didn't try to tackle too much. Luke had a blast. He was adamant about riding the tea cups! One highlight was the Playhouse Disney breakfast we had on Friday. Jo Jo, Goliath, and the Little Einsteins were there. We had been talking about the breakfast for weeks, so Luke was SO excited about it. Caroline seemed to enjoy the characters even more than Luke! She loved it!









We let the kids go back to the cabin (Fort Wilderness) and sleep several hours in the afternoon, then we would stay out late-- 11 or 12 each night! They did so well! Luke was thrilled to sleep on the top bunk!

My parents went with us and were a big help. It was a great trip!

After that, we headed to Pepperdine! I was dreading the 4 1/2 hour plane ride. We finally broke down and bought a portable DVD player for them to use. They did well. The trip was great, except that Caroline didn't sleep too well. I debated about bringing the pack n' play-- didn't-- big mistake! We had a mattress on the floor for her. She'd roll around, wake up, and then head for the door! She kept me up for the better part of one night-- my mom took her the next night so I could sleep! The two-hour time shift paired with that makes it hard on the kiddos-- but, they really did well.

So-- we're off the road for awhile. I will head back to Orlando in June for a ZOE conference. Scott and I also have our 12th anniversary on June 10th, so I'm not sure what we'll do for that yet....

Today is Luke's last day of school-- Summer's here! Time just keeps flying! He and Caroline are such fun! Caroline is really in the last days of the "baby phase"-- kinda sad that she's turning into such a big girl! It is hard for me to see her as anything but a baby-- she's still small and she really isn't talking yet beyond "Ma Ma" and "Bye". She babbles a lot, so I know it won't be long before she's chatting away. Did I already mention how time is flying by?!?!

Scott and I have been attending a Tuesday night lecture on the gospel of Matthew by Dr. Amy Jill Levine, Professor of New Testament Studies at Vanderbilt University Divinity School. It has been an amazing study. I continue to be amazed at her insights!

I have several items on my "to do" list. I just ordered new office furniture, so the office must be emptied, repainted, and reorganized! Fun! I also need to start work on a website I'm doing for the Otter Creek School. Plus, it won't be long before the consignment sale is here again! And, I'm also helping to get a new ministry off the ground at church for couples with young families!! Must do a website for that, too! It's always something! But, I love it!

Life is good-- my husband and kids are SUCH a blessing! I'll try to do better on posting! :)

Hippity, Hoppity Easter's... Over

Me and Caroline at the church egg hunt.

Scott, Caroline, and Luke at the church egg hunt.

Our precious Easter Bunnies!

Luke in his Easter outfit!

Luke and his preschool class at their egg hunt.

Another Easter has come and gone-- this year's was exceptionally cold! The week was filled with many fun activities, and the kids were precious. Luke really got into the egg hunting this year! Caroline had fun watching. I'll remember making cookies with Luke and watching him decorate with the icing and sprinkles; Luke and Caroline in their sweet Easter outfits; Luke's excitement when he found his basket Easter morning; Caroline toddling around the church gym at the egg hunt there, trying to steal eggs out of others' baskets; seeing Scott and the kids on the front row at church Easter morning, watching Mommy and the praise team practice.... We are so blessed!

The Easter service at Otter Creek this year was overwhelming and powerful. What a day to celebrate the new beginnings that Jesus' resurrection brings to all of us. We heard testimonies from several who had known such tragedy in life-- both physical, emotional, and spiritual. It was so inspiring! It reminded me of how much He has done in my life, and I felt so thankful.


Our Alive Forever time of worship last night was also incredible! The music was so meaningful and fun! The crowd was great! There was a tangible spirit of worship present. What a blessing to be a part of that! Brandon did a great job! I feel so blessed to be a part of a church that allows us to worship with such freedom.

So-- now, the next thing on the Westerman calendar of events is Disney World!! We leave next Wednesday. Luke is so excited!

Bunnies, Babies, Beth, and Baking

Don't you just love spring!?! Everything is so gorgeous here-- beautiful redbud trees, tulips, Bradford pears... new blooms, new life.... God must have planned it this way- all the beauty to remind of us of the new life Christ's resurrection brings....

So-- I still haven't lost all the baby weight from Caroline. Did I mention she is now 13 months old?! I had been going to sculpt classes and hadn't been doing much cardio. So, I'm now running and doing kick-boxing, trying to max out on cardio until I get back down to where I want to be. I have to confess, I am learning a lot from this whole weight thing. Background: I had never struggled with weight B.K. (before kids). I was always the "skinny minnie" which in the 80's wasn't really the "in" way to be-- think baggy jeans and sweats. I was probably underweight.

Now? Different story! :) I am about 30 pounds heavier than when Scott and I got married 12 years ago. Am I obese? No. Do I need to lose weight? Yep. For the first time in life, I understand how frustrating the whole weight-loss thing is.

More background: I taught high school for 8 years. One of the hardest things I dealt with was all the dozens of girls who came to me with eating disorders. I reached a point where I preferred dealing with suicidal girls over those with bulimia or anorexia because the whole eating disorder thing was SO hard to deal with... I would immediately turn them toward "real" counselors so that they could get legitimate help-- not just common sense advice from me. I vowed then that I would NEVER EVER become hung up or obsessed with food. I never wanted to start down that path.... I sympathized with them... they broke my heart.

God graciously sent Beth Moore's video into my life last week in response to all the body-issue related junk in my life lately. Our final session on the Holy Spirit was on self-control, and Beth's message really struck a chord. She laid out a case for idolatry-- in terms of our body and it being the temple of God (1 Cor. 6). She believes that for a woman, body image issues are our number one downfall as far as being tempted to "conform to this world" (Romans 12). She proposed that we are not in control if we are a size 4 watching every morsel of food that crosses our lips, nor are we in control if we are a size 14 watching nothing that crosses our lips-- either way we are not in step with the Spirit.

Christ died to bring us freedom (Galatians 5) and becoming a slave to food or becoming idolatrous by being overly focused on our bodies or diets is slavery. We need to learn to find where our freedom lies, and if that is a size 10, then we need to be honest, make peace with it, and get on with life.

She said much much more which was wonderful-- but, her message really spoke to me. She talked of making exercise a time of worship-- where we are in a sense dedicating our temple (body) back to God-- as opposed to trying to look good or lose weight, etc. All I can say is "AMEN"!! I truly want to have that mindset as I am exercising.

So-- making 4 dozen brownies and three dozen Easter cookies in the last 24 hours probably isn't the greatest idea for a woman trying to lose weight, but, hey-- it's Easter!! We had a tea party to end our Beth Moore study today. It was so fun! We all wore hats and had a grand time! :) When Luke got home from school, we made sugar cookies and decorated them. He has so much fun helping me cook! He's a pretty good little chef.

Final note: researching great Christian minds who have gone before really appeals to me. While looking for writings on the Holy Spirit, I stumbled upon a series of dialogues by Catherine of Siena. The life she led over 650 years ago humbles me. I am so touched by her views and account of the Holy Spirit as the "gentle waiter who comes to the table of the human heart."

This servant, the Holy Spirit, whom I in my providence have given her, clothes her, nurtures her, inebriates her with tenderness and the greatest wealth . . . . I wanted her to experience that with or without the help of another person, in any situation or at any time whatever, in any fashion she knew how to desire and even more in any fashion she could not know how to desire, I know how to and can and will satisfy her in wonderful ways.

The Holy Spirit, my loving charity, is the waiter who serves them my gifts and graces .... This gentle waiter carries to me their tender loving desires, and carries back to them the reward for their labors, the sweetness of my charity for their enjoyment and nourishment. So you see, I am their table, my Son is their food, and the Holy Spirit who proceeds from me the Father and from the Son, waits on them.

That is such a beautiful image.... even when I don't know what I want-- or need-- to order off the "menu" the Spirit is right there ordering for me and placing it before the Father. He always picks up the check, too. And, best of all-- there aren't any calories on God's menu.

Skiing is Believing

Our getaway to Park City!

The sale has come and gone-- life is resuming its normal pace. Things are good-- very good.

We met our $12,000 goal at the sale! Everything went SO well! We now have over $20,000 to put toward the playground. It is such a rewarding feeling to think about how much we've accomplished through our little sale.

Scott and I were thrilled to get away for a ski trip to Park City this week. We really enjoy skiing and used to go quite often B.K. (before kids!). I hadn't actually been on the slopes in almost 4 years because of being pregnant or having little ones too small to leave behind.

Now that Caroline is one, we decided to let my parents keep the kids while were gone. It is such a blessing to be able to leave them and not to have a moment's worry about it. They didn't even know we were gone! They love Pa Bob and Ma Betz.

Scott and I had a great time! The weather was perfect, even if the snow got a tad slushy by early afternoon... It is nice to remember what life was like before we had two kids! It also lets you remember just how blessed we are to have each other and those two precious kiddos.

Next item on the Westerman agenda--- DISNEY! We are headed to Disney in three weeks! This will be Luke's (and Caroline's) first trip, and he is beyond excited! He is especially pumped about eating breakfast with Jo Jo, Goliath, and a few of the Little Einsteins from Playhouse Disney. We are excited to see the park through their eyes.... I first went to Disney when I was 6, and I still have vivid memories of being scared out of my wits when the ghost was sitting next to me on the haunted house ride! Scott and I also spent a few days there on the way back from our honeymoon.... Good memories, and now we will have new family memories there.

My Beth Moore study wraps this week. It has been a rich time, and I will miss it. I am extremely humbled and aware of how much work I still have to do in yielding my will to His and to learning to live under His power and not my own. Thanks for your gifts, Beth!

I vow to do better on posting! Sometimes life just gets out of control and things must be placed on the back burner for a time.... I have missed capturing my life in words. When I find time, I will sit down and "slurp" this all into a hardback version that perhaps others can read many moons from now-- or at least it can collect dust on one of our shelves! There is a new company into blog-binding now-- BLURB check it out.

Also-- I have to put in a few words about my favorite writer of choice lately-- Lauren Winner. I first heard of her from Mike Cope's raves at a ZOE planning meeting in early 2006. She was soon slated to be on the ZOE conference schedule. I actually didn't even get to hear her at the conference, but I tracked down the audio CDs and was hooked, too. I snapped up two of her books. I tackled Girl Meets God and was deeply affected by it in such a positive way. What an amazing tale of a journey from one faith (Judaism) into another (Christianity). This week on the plane, I finished Mudhouse Sabbath. This book chronicles the Jewish traditions and how they parallel and might even enrich our Christian traditions-- LOVED IT!!

It is odd how God seems to be placing similar things in my life lately revolving around this. Last fall I was blessed to sit in on a class by the head of New Testament studies at Vanderbilt, Dr. Amy-Jill Levine. She is a devout Jew and knows more about the New Testament than I could even begin to muster. What an interesting time hearing her takes on Christianity and the story the gospels reveal-- and yet, she does not believe. She had to cut the class short due to some health issues, but she will be starting a class on Matthew next month on Tuesday nights at 7 pm at Otter Creek. It would definitely be worth your time if you are near to attend.

In another class on Sunday mornings, I was blessed to hear one of our elders talk about a recent experience he had at a local Jewish Synagogue. He was moved to tears as he described the time he shared with the congregation there.

So-- I think I am going to start thinking more deeply about things like Sabbath, and scripture study, and celebrations, and other traditions which aren't so much Jewish as much as a part of the entire story of God, from beginning to end. Thanks, Lauren!

OC Sale this weekend! Come shop!

Our sale is this weekend! If you're near, come shop!
It is going to be a BIG sale!

Visit the website www.ottercreeksale.com for directions.

Sale times:
Friday, March 9th, 8 a.m. to 6 p.m.
Saturday (1/2 price), March 10th, 8 a.m. to 12 p.m.

You've Got to Have Faith

So-- I haven't been making the time to sit down and type out my life lately. I have honestly been too consumed with the laundry list of things I have to do (like all of us are)-- I just couldn't seem to make blogging a priority.

One thing that has been a blessing to me is the Beth Moore study I'm in... Living Beyond Yourself. This week's lesson was on "faithfulness" as our journey through the fruit of the Holy Spirit continues. She had some powerful things to share on the concept.

Some things I'll take with me about FAITH (there is too much to list here!):

• Do we have faith in what God does for us or rather in who He is? Do I only trust when He is following my plans, or I am willing to have faith in Him solely because of who He is. Do I acknowledge that His ways are higher than mine, and that I might never know the reasons behind the things He chooses for my life?
• Two obstacles to faith-- fear and familiarity. I am too afraid to be vulnerable to Him-- to fully trust. Or, am I just too casually familiar with Him? So much that I have stopped expecting great things from Him or trying to keep my relationship with Him constantly growing....
• In Ephesians 6, in the armor of God imagery, faith is presented as our shield to fight off Satan's flaming arrows. When we start to doubt, fear, or question, we let down our shield and allow Satan's arrows to strike us.
• When Paul was shipwrecked off Malta, it was all part of God's plan to rescue them. Sometimes in life running aground is the only way we can find answers. The process isn't pleasant, but it allows God to work in our lives in ways He couldn't otherwise.

I still am in awe at the insights Beth has! What a blessing! :)

Luke had a great 3rd birthday, and it's SO hard to believe that Caroline will be ONE in just over 2 weeks! My babies are quickly becoming KIDS!

Connecting in Cyberland

Well-- I am finally catching up with the generation below and have delved into the world of "facebook." I had actually created a myspace page months ago just for the sake of having one out there, but I didn't check it or update it.

This past Sunday night, I was blessed to meet a student from Freed who had started a ZOE fan club out on facebook, so I went to check it out, I ended up setting up a profile, and now I have 40 "facebook friends!" It has actually been such a joy coming across the profiles of old friends, current friends, and former students and being able to catch up on their lives all with a simple click of the mouse. In the past 24 hours I have learned that one of my former students was married over Christmas and has moved to California. We talked and caught up-- nice. I learned that one of my dear friends from Woodmont is pregnant and due in August! Yeah! I learned that Mike Cope is on crutches for some reason (yes he has a facebook account-- go Mike!!). I have just reconnected with people whom I would never keep up with apart from this new way to connect out in cyberland.

How amazing the way we communicate today! We're a long way from two tin cans and some string! At first I was a tad skeptical of these type of sites-- I thought they were simply for pedophiles and lonely people looking for a mate.... But, I'm convinced this is a new era of reconnection-- and perhaps yet another way to pass along the blessings of Christ in ways we've never dreamed of before!

I do confess to feeling a tad "odd" out there-- not many folks my age and older have dared enter the realm of the young and Internet savvy! I am betting that it will only be a matter of time before most catch up and catch on to this new trend-- anyone under 30 is already entrenched.

I know my kids will look back one day and laugh that I was so late in coming into cyberland--- (although who knows what the facebook of the future will be!!?)-- but I thought I was already pretty hip with my blog!! :)

Headed out to Fresno for the West Coast ZOE conference EARLY in the morning! Can't wait to see all our Fresno friends! They are so dear and treat (feed!) us SO well! This will be my first trip away from Caroline, so pray that all goes well! I admit I am excited to leave the house without a diaper bag-- first time in 1.5 years! :)

Long time-- no post!

Was my last post really on December 15th?!? I'm so ashamed! I'll save the "I've been so busy" speech and just say that any free time I've had on the computer has been delegated to some other task higher up on the priority list!!! :) Sorry!

Christmas was great! The kids were cute! New Year's was fun! Then all the January birthdays hit and I started gearing up for the next consignment sale!!! March 9-10! Save the dates! :)

This is life! I feel like I have a long list of "to do's" and not enough time to get everything done!! I'm sure many of you can empathize! Why do we (I) let our (my) schedules get so crazy!??! It is hard with Caroline still being so small-- although she'll be ONE next month! That is SO hard to believe! It was just "yesterday" that we were praying she'd arrive safely! Can it really be that this year has already flown by??!?

ZOE is headed to Fresno this weekend and it will be the first time I have been away from her. Pray for that-- me mostly! She'll probably be fine! :)

So-- I'll do better updating-- hopefully! :)

Our Return Address-- Santa Style!

I absolutely LOVE playing around with graphics and creating things-- perhaps I spend too much time doing it on occasion.... But, I thought our return address labels that I designed for this year's Christmas newsletter were just too cute!

Sorry about the black outs-- I originally posted it without, but then decided Scott might have a heart attack if he knew I had posted our home address out there for the world to see! Not that someone couldn't Google our address anyway without too much trouble, but....

* Yes-- this is yet another way to pass the time while my newsletter is printing! :)

Type on! Post on! Blog on!

So-- I finished writing my newsletter.... But, I have been sitting here for two hours watching it print! I usually take it to the printer, but for some reason, I decided I could do it myself this year and save time and money. I wouldn't get them back until Monday if I took them to someone to have them printed, and I REALLY want to get them in the mail tomorrow. So, I have about 50 copies printed-- halfway there!

I have been surfing around reading all of the Otter Creek bloggers while I am listening to the hum of my printer working overtime! It is amazing how many people at OC blog! SO cool! It is just nice to be able to catch up on the details of friends' lives that you might not ever know about seeing each other for 5 minutes in the hall at church on Sunday morning. Yes, I am sure that is a sad commentary on the state of relationships in the new millennium... but, blogging is still such a convenient way to share and to stay in touch.

So-- to all my fellow bloggers! Type on! Post on! :) Thanks for opening your worlds for us to share!